Mak aih...

Loh, my new degree class only got 1 student?? Guess gonna be one-on-one learning for 14 weeks... zzzz... Nevermind la, she's not bad, got ask some questions. Klu x, lgla bosan,mcm ckp sorang2 je. This time da syllable is more complete, so guess it could be fun.
N then just conducted a meeting for my program. 1st time jd director, huhu. Nsb baik ada Mr. Raja, he helps a lot. Well, most of us in that room are pretty green in experience, so it's a learning process. Besides, blh masuk dlm appraisal ujung tahun nnt, hehe. Really hope this program will go just fine, and if it's successful maybe we can make it on a grander stage, probably inter-university level, according to Mr. Raja. Wow, that'll be something.
This week has been an eye opener for me. 1 event nearly made me piss in my pants. Could have destroy my ****** if things went wrong. Nsb baik Allah loves me, He protected me from harm... Thank you Lord, as without you, i'll be lost and become nothing.... Lepas ni i don't want to make da same mistakes again. Let this be a valuable lesson for me. As usual, i always need to learn it da hard way...
Well, that's about it for this week, esok hari Jumaat nak pakai baju yg warna cream tu ke kerja. Baru shave muke, rase mcm ringan 2 kg, hehe. Just kidding. Alrite, i'll update when any stuff happen. Salam

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My sunshine has arrived

Time to continue this never-ending journey...
Monday lepas just got my interview for my appraisal. If i can get 3/4 of my salary for my bonus, i'm grateful already. Tp klu dpt lebih lgla best,hehe. Got some ideas to do, so hopefully i'll proceed with it n get support from MUCH. But that "thing" keep poking it's nose where it don't belong. Very irritating la... Never mind, just ignore it and do my stuff
Feeling much much better now, all the headaches i was feeling two weeks ago are gone. Now i can see clearer, vision's improved much better. Why should i waste my time on something or someone that's not worth it? There are much better prospect for me out there, just waiting for me to grab on. I deserve to have the best, because i only give the best. Wonder what's up for me next? Whatever it is, i'm sure it'll be much better than my previous one, i hope... The person that i'm looking for may not be near, but as long there's trust and loyal, we'll be fine
Love, career, money, faith to God, it's all in my mind. I will keep looking for my life partner, hope it's getting closer, no matter how far she is... Career wise, well i'm aiming for much better, so that one day i can be proud for what i've achieved. And for money, i just want to give a good life for my family one day, and send my mom for her 2nd Umrah, InsyaAllah... And dear Lord, help me to be more faithful to You, so that i will be closer to You... And help me through easy or rough times, as i'm weak and only You can give me strength to continue on this path You've laid upon before me...

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What's next?

Hm... what a way to start the new year. This is not what i had in mind, but like it or not, i have to face it. Feeling much better now, wounds are healing, brain start to function normally again, and things are getting better for me. To those yg terasa dgn i, i'm really sorry, but i just hope u guys understand what i was going through, klu x faham pun, bt2 faham je la ye? :)
For my fucked up love life, i'm still thinking whether to move on or still wait and see. I just hope i'll get the answer a.s.a.p. so that it will not bug me anymore. I still dunno what decision to make, but i really want to get it over with. I dun want to complaint so much, but i really hope to end my search for "The One" and be with someone who can truly appreciate me for being me...
For my work, i'm really bored because there's nothing to do in the office, have to wait until the 25th because that is when my new classes will start to commence. Until then, g ngacau org n fb all day long la nampaknye, hehe. And then balik umah, continue fbing and ym with my friends.
Today's 14th, still got more or less 351 days to go until the end of the year. I pray everything will go smoothly after this, in whatever aspects it may be, and only good things will happen to me, my mom and family, and also my friends. And may God guide me to become a better Ummat and person each and everyday...
Till next time, Salam :)

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Surpass da 100 mark

Wow, my blog dah lepas 100 visitors... although probably 1/4 from it is from my own visit (hehe) but still i'm hepi ade jugak org dtg blog i. Obviously u all mmg xde keje lain time tu, right?
Anyway, thanx for da visit, n keep visiting. N i hope u all blh give ur honest comments or thoughts that can help me and fellow visitors, maybe some ideas about anything :) so, to celebrate this occasion, i'm putting a picture that got nothing to do with anything. Enjoy ;)

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Welcome

Wow, only now i started creating my own blog. No pics yet, no serious comments, in a nutshell, this page is under construction,hehe. But anyone who view this page is welcome to add any thoughts you desire, i hope we can share ideas and opinions here. Gossips also are welcome ;)
I will complete this page a.s.a.p. so hopefully whoever read this please be patient. Until my next post, Salam :)

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