Got something to tell you

A few things I want to get off my chest, but unfortunately I can't say it here, as we both like to keep our problems to ourselves. Tulis sini kang org ln bace, so xde privacy plak nnt. Just... I hope that you try to be more mature and stop thinking only about yourself. You got people around you who care for you (me included) and you're still complaining. Don't take them for granted (especially me) because some things you might regret after it's gone. Allah is great, He's testing both of us right now. I don't know about you, but I'm getting tired and weaker every passing day, but I will keep on fighting till the end. Honest, I don't know how long I can take this, but as long as I can, I will keep hanging on, praying that He will give me strength to carry on. It's not easy, no it's not. And it gets worse when you are not pitching in...
That's all I'm going to say here. Actually there's few other stuff I need to tell, probably advice you. But I will wait until you are ready to talk. Hope you will come and talk to me, about sharing problems or what not, as that is the only thing that I want from you for now. Sedih and kecewa when you pretend that I don't even exist... I don't ask much, and we both know I gave more than you deserve. I x berkire with people that I care, but I need to feel cared and loved as well, as I am only human... Wallahhuallam...

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New Template

em, puas aku dh tkr new template. Dunno why the last 1 got prob with its' interface. Yg baru ni suppose ade gambar pemandangan, mane ilang?
Bzkan ckit dgn buat blog, and then soalan final. Stress, muke masam je memanjang. Ntahla, still bile bt keje x pk sgt things that makes me feel down. Tapi bile stop teringat balik...adeh...
God is Great. Dia uji umatNya selalu. I've tried and still doing my best to get the best outcome. But He knows best, so I leave it in His hands...but that does not mean I'm giving up. Just that while trying again and again and again, I have to learn to accept His doings. Satu-satu hal dtg, so let's dance!
Hurm....

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Life

I'm back. Plenty of things to say, just not in the mood to say it. So i'll say as much as I can.
Convo dah abis, gain lots of experiences. Dapat blaja cmane orang bengong buat keje, and as well as how to conduct things properly. The last 1 month was quite something. Dapat spend time with my girl, walaupun ade je gaduh because of work. Tapi biasela, we both are grown ups, so we don't take it to our hearts. Now convo dah abis, time kat office dah free ckit. I miss working with my girl. Ingat balik, I did managed to know her better. All her baik buruk. But like I said to her months ago, baik buruk die aku trime...
Life will always have challenges. Skg dah abis convo, dtg satu masalah mini plak... I dunno why, whether it's my fault, or just about jealousy, but some of the people that I know are not talking to me. This started even during the convo preparations. Susahla mcm ni, nak jage n faham hati sumne org, why can't they try to understand me. Am I being arrogant? Mcm la x knl aku ni cmane, suke bt kecoh2 n bising, aren't we all? Sometimes mengeluh and meluahkan perasaan after a hard days work, salah ke? And I said it to my friends because I want to share. Guess some people took it the wrong way. Sabar jela, like 2 people said to me, leave it like that, and the wave shall wash away all the matters.
After this ade couple of programs I would like to join. Nak aktif selagi Allah bagi kemampuan. And because I enjoy doing it. And then I want to BEHAVE myself to my girl's request. I will try to suit myself to her liking, but still be myself. In another word, the better version of me. Girl, I'm doing this for you. I'm listening, and "repairing" all my weaknesses, and I hope you will do the same too...
Ok, nak main game jap, n then seterika baju keje. Thanks for reading, all of you out there. Salam

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Been a while

Dah lame x tulis kat blog ni. This past 2,3 weeks have been busy. Nevermind, dah abis my business next weekend, i'll wrap it all up.
Btw, now i know who are my new viewers. Welcome guys, but yang kene kutuknye aku, wahaha. Nevermind :)

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