Recap

Yesterday was a good day for me. I went to Jalan TAR to buy baju raya. I wanted to go there because last year I had fun shopping there with my friend, Nina. But this year I really wanted to go there but this time with "her". With God's blessing and her willingness, we went there together.
I bought a baju raya, Raihan style as well as 2 tudungs for mama and sis. Both were chosen by her. She already went there, I think with her family, early last month, so she only bought chocolate cake, as she is a chocolate addict, uhu! We went there early in the morning, so there were not a lot of people around. So we managed to shop without any hassle.
Beggers can't be choosers. I really wanted to spend time with her, and when she agreed to accompany me to Jalan TAR, I was so excited! When I think about it, we've gone out twice the time when we were a "couple". In 3 weeks time, we already gone out twice, and since the "break-up", we are now closer than ever. Well, at least that's what I feel. In this short 3, 4 weeks we are spending more time now, and everytime we're together, all my problems or tiredness are gone. And yesterday while shopping and afterwards, I could feel her love for me like I never felt before. She was caring, funny, sweet, and what a sight she was... I sure hope it's real, because on my part, I love her more than ever before. I felt the joy that was missing in my life several weeks ago, the joy that can make your day just in an instant. Even one of my friends said she can see I'm so much in love on my face. Wow... God is great. He takes back when I was lost, but He gives back when I found back the road. I never want to be lost again. Thank you, oh Mighty Allah...
I'm not sure when I'm gonna write again in this blog, maybe in few days, maybe a week after raya. But hopefully there will only be good things to write when I come back, because right now I'm happy and I would like to stay like that. I have 1 thing that I want the most, and I intent to keep it that way.

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