Salam Ramadhan al-Mubarak

Hey all...~~

Fiuh, how long has it been? Well, new day, new horizon, new me

Still struggling with few problems, but handling them much wiser this time around :) not gonna fret on it, but just smile and conquer it all, hehe

Right now I'm concentrating on fasting in this Holy month of Ramadhan. Ya Allah my God, give me strength to face all obstacles and venture me smoothly through this horizon. Keep my mom, family and friends safe, and may everything go well for them and me as well. Let this Ramadhan be better than the last, and let me meet the next Ramadhan, so that I can do better than this year. Amin... :)

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Masih sakit bile pk pasal tu... It was clear as crystal, but now kelam macam buntot kuali... I knew what i want, and i was preparing myself for it. But now? I'm just doing things day by day basis.
I still can't talk about it. Bile open topic psl tu sikit je, sakit di hati terase sgt2. Mase menaip ni pun i feel like a big knife is stabing at my heart. A part of me still hoping, another part just feel like crap... Dunno what to think, dunno what to do. So I just let it flow, hopefully time will reveal all its mysteries. Hopefully iI will not do anything that I might regeret. And I believe God is planning something good for me in the end. So until then, i'll just ride this wave people call life...
That's it, will not talk much, because not feeling like sharing with anyone at the moment. I will face this by myself, and hopefully the wound will heal soon... Ouch...

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Jodoh - Mencari Yang Terlalu Sempurna

Jika kamu memancing ikan...
Setelah ikan itu terlekat di mata kail,
hendaklah kamu mengambil ikan itu...
Janganlah sesekali kamu LEPASKAN ia
semula ke dalam air begitu saja...
Karena ia akan SAKIT oleh kerana bisanya,
ketajaman mata kailmu dan mungkin ia akan MENDERITA selagi ia masih hidup.

Begitulah juga...

Setelah kamu memberi banyak PENGHARAPAN kepada seseorang...
Setelah ia mulai MENYAYANGIMU,
hendaklah kamu MENJAGA hatinya...
Janganlah sesekali kamu meninggalkannya begitu saja...
Kerana dia akan TERLUKA oleh kenangan bersamamu,
dan mungkin TIDAK dapat MELUPAKAN segalanya selagi dia mengingatmu...

Jika kamu menadah air biarlah berpada,
jangan terlalu mengharap pada takungannya dan janganlah menganggap ia
begitu teguh... cukuplah sekadar keperluanmu...
Apabila sekali ia retak... tentu sukar untuk kamu menambalnya semula...
Akhirnya ia dibuang...

Sedangkan jika kamu cuba memperbaikinya mungkin ia masih dapat dipergunakan
lagi...
Begitu juga jika kamu memiliki seseorang, TERIMALAH seadanya...
Janganlah kamu terlalu mengaguminya dan janganlah kamu menganggapnya begitu
istimewa...
Anggaplah dia manusia biasa. Apabila sekali dia melakukan KESILAPAN bukan
mudah bagi kamu untuk menerimanya...
Akhirnya kamu KECEWA dan meninggalkannya.

Sedangkan jika kamu MEMAAFKANNYA boleh jadi hubungan kamu akan TERUS hingga
ke akhirnya....

Jika kamu telah memiliki sepinggan nasi,
yang kamu pasti baik untuk dirimu...
Mengenyangkan. Berkhasiat.
Mengapa kamu berlengah, cuba mencari makanan yang lain...
Terlalu ingin mengejar kelazatan...
Kelak, nasi itu akan basi dan kamu tidak boleh memakannya...
Kamu akan menyesal.

Begitu juga jika kamu telah bertemu dengan seorang insan,
yang pasti membawa KEBAIKAN kepada dirimu.
MENYAYANGIMU... MENGASIHIMU...
Mengapa kamu berlengah,
cuba MEMBANDINGKANNYA dengan yang lain.
Terlalu mengejar kesempurnaan.
Kelak, kamu akan KEHILANGANNYA apabila dia menjadi milik orang lain
Kamu juga yang akan MENYESAL...

- Artikel iluvislam.com

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Hm...wonder what today may bring... At the end of the day, will I look back with a smile, or another disappointing feeling of sadness and loneliness... Whatever it is, I pray that Allah will give me the best. Even if today is not a good day for me, I believe that He's preparing something big for me tomorrow. Something that I can cheer with joy and full of praise for Him.
Ya Allah, Engkau bantulah umat-umatMu, mereka yang beriman Engkau mudahkanlah dugaanMu, yang tidak Engkau tunjukkanlah jalan kepada mereka agar mereka kembali kepada Engkau. Ya Rahman ya Rahim, Engkau bantulah hambamu ini agar aku dapat kebahagiaan yang aku sangat-sangat dambakan. Biarlah aku disatukan dengannya di dunia dan diakhirat. Dan Engkau bantulah beliau, agar beliau sentiasa bersyukur dan redha dengan segala apa yang berlaku. Dan ya Allah, Engkau janganlah sesatkan kami dari jalanMU, dan agar kami sentiasa sedar akan kelemahan diri dan berusaha memperbaiki diri kami, sesungguhnya balasanMu adalah pedih dan azab. Amin...

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Selamat hari raya Aidil Adha part 2

Tadi lepas solat subuh Paan bertakbirla raye. Nangis sorang2 mase bertakbir... :'(

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Selamat hari raya Aidil Adha

Salam
Well, this will be the 1st time aku x sambut raye with my mom... Terase hiba sgt2... Rase keseorangan dalam bilik ni... Esok adela jgk kuar dgn kwn2 (InsyaAllah), but I don't feel excited much. Teringat rendang mama...
My family x celebrate Aidil Adha sgt, and for years now selalunye mama will come to KL and stay at Maksu's house, so I can just go there and spend time with her. This year celebrate kat Ipoh plak, and then Masterskill amik cuti 1 hari je. Macam malas nak berulang atau amik extra holiday, so I decided to stay. Well, right now I feel all alone, nobody to care for me here, i guess...
Xpelah, ape boleh buat. Dah rase crappy for 1 month now, nobody to talk to, so I guess it don't make much difference. Esok niat nak g Masjid kat PGA solat Aidil Adha, so maybe tido awal ckit mlm nih.
Hehe, tgh tulis ni, mama just called me. And then she said mama tgh masak rendang. Lagila rase sedih,huhu...
Anyway, to all Muslim readers I wish u all selamat hari raya Aidil Adha. For non-muslim, hepi holiday. Salam :)

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the new me?

It's been 2,3 weeks now I'm not in a good mood. Even my friends said I've changed. I know I have. But what worries me is that, I don't give a damn...
Tension with everything that's happening with my life right now. I feel lost. I feel angry. I feel alone... Tadi g tgk cter Megamind 3D. Enjoyed the movie, lupe kejap masalah. Tapi abis je movie, trus ingat blk all the craps I'm dealing with. Adeh... God help me, don't let me do anything that I might regret.
Tomorrow I'm going to see mama. You see, she's coming to KL with my sis' family. At least I can play with my niece and nephew, and can spend time with mama. Harap2 boleh lupekan masalah kejap. However I know bile blk Cheras the problem will be waiting for me. Hopefully I can talk it out this coming Monday or the following days. Nak settle secpt yg mungkin. Dh x blh tahan. Lagi tunggu, lagi tension. Byk lg hal ln nak uruskan, so I'm settling it one by one. I don't want to be a typical Malay. Sume nak hold, sume nak tggu later. Mls nak pikir la konon2, walhal, lg lame lg parah. Sbb lg tggu, makin teruk, mcm virus. Ntahla.
Fuck...feel like want to punch someone...

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