Road trip

Today (Sunday,30/5) i went to Muar with like 15 of my friends/colleagues. We went to one of our friends' wedding there. It was a fun journey, making jokes and sharing stories the whole journey. It was quite tiring, but worth it nevertheless. Next week another trip to Johor, this time another of our friends' wedding as well. I wonder when it is my turn, huhu...
Anyhow, during the journey i also kept remembering someone in Selangor, the one who prayed that i have a safe journey. Wow, it was great to feel concerned for, other than my mom. I'm having this one kind of a feeling, something that has been missing for months now. Cool, now i can hold on to this feeling and let it cherish :)

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Get back to my old self

Wow, haven't been here for quite a while now. Been buzy, and yes, been lazy as well. Nothing much to say, same old. but here i got a thing to say...
I've been arrogant... i didn't realize it until my friends told me. I've changed, they said, and not in the good way. Yes, i've improved on certain aspects, but in social skill? I've been arrogant... Damn, i didn't even realize it, because i was so into myself. I was in a dark room, ignoring everything and everyone around me. I've become people that i don't like. Thanks my friends, for giving me the hard truth. And thanks for "slapping me right in the face". I really appreciate it. Ok, i got to be my old self back, with minor adjustment. According to one, if i used to be 100% crazy, now i can remain 70% crazy and the other 30% mature. I need to care for everyone. And what most important, i need not forget my friends that's been with me all this while. Yes, i made some new friends, but i can't just leave out my old ones out. I'm truly sorry my friends, as i am just a normal human being, with flaws and all... But now that i've realize my errors, i will improve and rectify all my errors and mistakes. I will be better, the new and improved Farhan, that i can promise you. Take it as Farhan version 2.1 :)

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The new chapter of my life

By this time tomorrow, i'll be 27 years old... Wow, i've lived more than a quarter of a century, learned a lot, missed out a lot as well. I've gained valueable lessons in life through experiences, mistakes and guidance. Because of my laziness, i've also miss out to be greater than i am right now, which i know i can achieve if i had that zest to go further. I also made some mistakes that i can't change, but i learned from it to be a better person and Ummah. Besides that, i found out the hard way that life is cruel, i can't trust people as easy as i used to, because not everyone is nice, and if i'm not carefully, life will bite me right in the ass.
Life is a mystery. I heard before that anything good will not last long. Even good people that we meet, God will take them away from us after a while (not necessarily dead, maybe transferred or go to different places). I got the opportunity to meet plenty of amazing people in my life, and they don't hang around long. But that is one of life's mysteries. Everything happens for a reason. I'm just glad that some of those amazing people are still in contact with me. Who knows, God is great, in the future our path may meet again at a certain junction in our lives. Like a special friend of mine said to me, "I'll see you when I see you" ;)
Well, for those who face problems or happiness but did not learn anything from it, it's never too late. I'm myself took time to 'grow up'. Just stay true to your loved ones, be ourselves, and never forget Allah s.w.t. then Insya'Allah everything will be just fine. To all my family members and friends, near or far, i just want to thank you for all the time that we spent together, i will cherish the moment that we spent together, and i hope we will meet again soon. My prayers will always be with you... Alright, time to start that new chapter of mine. Don't worry people, you all are in this new chapter as well :)

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