(~_~,)

Masih sakit bile pk pasal tu... It was clear as crystal, but now kelam macam buntot kuali... I knew what i want, and i was preparing myself for it. But now? I'm just doing things day by day basis.
I still can't talk about it. Bile open topic psl tu sikit je, sakit di hati terase sgt2. Mase menaip ni pun i feel like a big knife is stabing at my heart. A part of me still hoping, another part just feel like crap... Dunno what to think, dunno what to do. So I just let it flow, hopefully time will reveal all its mysteries. Hopefully iI will not do anything that I might regeret. And I believe God is planning something good for me in the end. So until then, i'll just ride this wave people call life...
That's it, will not talk much, because not feeling like sharing with anyone at the moment. I will face this by myself, and hopefully the wound will heal soon... Ouch...