Got something to tell you

A few things I want to get off my chest, but unfortunately I can't say it here, as we both like to keep our problems to ourselves. Tulis sini kang org ln bace, so xde privacy plak nnt. Just... I hope that you try to be more mature and stop thinking only about yourself. You got people around you who care for you (me included) and you're still complaining. Don't take them for granted (especially me) because some things you might regret after it's gone. Allah is great, He's testing both of us right now. I don't know about you, but I'm getting tired and weaker every passing day, but I will keep on fighting till the end. Honest, I don't know how long I can take this, but as long as I can, I will keep hanging on, praying that He will give me strength to carry on. It's not easy, no it's not. And it gets worse when you are not pitching in...
That's all I'm going to say here. Actually there's few other stuff I need to tell, probably advice you. But I will wait until you are ready to talk. Hope you will come and talk to me, about sharing problems or what not, as that is the only thing that I want from you for now. Sedih and kecewa when you pretend that I don't even exist... I don't ask much, and we both know I gave more than you deserve. I x berkire with people that I care, but I need to feel cared and loved as well, as I am only human... Wallahhuallam...