I wonder...

Wow, haven't had anything much to say for a while now, but there's something i would like to let out of my chest...
Why plenty of men is this world are such idiots? Dah banyak aku tengok, whether in fb or real life, my female friends complaining that their beau took them for granted. They complained that their guy after a while do not treat them well anymore.
What's wrong with the male gender?? You got these beautiful and intelligent ladies loving you, and when you've captured their heart, you just blurred out? And when they want to be let go, then you start to regret. That's the good case, there are some that start blaming the ladies. I don't know the whole story, but if you got a smart, loving and independent lady by your side, and if things go wrong, i think it's best to check yourself 1st.
You see, this is why life is not fair. Whether male or female, when we are ready to give everything, the other half is the one who are not fully committed. If there's a problem, it's understandable, but i'm talking about you numbnuts who got nothing bad going on for you. There are people out there who wish they could have that kind of love, but some of you people take it for granted. Idiots! I will not put my relationship in this category, as the love of my life is having her own problems. And if i'm true to her, i'll be there for her no matter what. Am i doing the right thing here? I hope so, and i believe i am, because i feel that to get the best, we have to give the best. Same goes to the rest out there, if you feel he/she's the right one for you, fight for your relationship. Whatever happens, at least you will not have any regrets, and you will not think "what if..."
I'm happy i have family and friends who are by my side, and i know God is taking good care of me, and i truly grateful for that. Now all i have to do is get a life partner and I believe i've found her. Now all i have to do is to be a better Ummah, save money for our marriage and wait for her to cross the busy road, as i'll be waiting and holding her hands to help her in any way i can, no matter how long it'll take, to reach our destination together, InsyaAllah...